Your Voice

To say that my first week teaching Creative Writing to high school students was amazing would be a tremendous understatement!

But using the word “tremendous” would be a perfect start.

Our journey, this semester, will be under the direction of using Creative Writing to help students discover their voice and find ways to articulate what’s on their minds and in their hearts in the midst of the various injustices they find themselves in on a daily basis. Our curriculum, not only will help students find their creative voice, but will also foster better critical thinking skills as we dissect various Spoken Word pieces and classic poetry. The two combined will, ultimately, provide a basis for healthier navigation tools in the face of the “tremendous” challenges these students face in their communities.

From immigration issues to gang violence and from education to bullying, these students have already collectively voiced a tremendous excitement to develop a more healthier alternative to express themselves within the plights they find themselves in.

And, in an effort to better discover their voice, the students’ first writing assignment: Streams of Consciousness.

The students, each day, will begin with 15-minutes of “free flowing” writing. They’re not to think too much about their writing. They’re not to worry about grammar or spelling. They’re not to even think too much about their writing making any kind of sense. Streams of Consciousness writing is simply about allowing your thoughts to flow onto the paper.

When asked how their experience was, many of the students expressed a sense of freedom. They found that Streams of Consciousness was a lot easier than first anticipated. Many of the students didn’t realize they had a ton of ideas to write about.

They felt a sense of release!

Week one is in the books and I’m tremendously looking forward to the next thirteen.

The Traveler 

I am confused

But maybe it was designed to be that way all along

It’s like an apple in a tree full of lemons
Like David in a valley of giants 
A loud mouthed bully bringing rifles to a food fight 
Like a megaphone trying to disguise itself as a librarian

It’s like 1930 in Stockton
Like 1904 in St. Louis
It’s like 
I’m displaced in the 80s all over again

The only Sharpie in a block full of Crayons
Flip flops in a bin full of Cortezes
A bowl haircut in a barbershop lined up with high top fades and activator juice

They say it’s five o’clock somewhere in the world 
So I’ll just sit here
Waiting for my drink
My numbing agent
My escape from all that is real 
Nibble on some peanuts 
Maybe a banana or two
My mother always said I needed more potassium so better make that three
And since I’m a monkey anyway, you might as well make that four

See…they used to call us monkeys, you know
Little brown ones at that

So…I’d swing from rooftop to rooftop
Jump over walls
And Krylon on alleyways just to fit in
Was the smartest at math but always played ignorant
Secretly wanted to be a stuntman in pursuit of a career in engineering
Or nursing
Or engineering
Or nursing

Because, after all, it’s what we brown monkeys do, right?

But I
Am more than that
I am more than brown skin
Black hair
Brown eyes
With a slight tilt
I am more than rice and fish
Son of immigrant parents
Island born
Mainland raised
I am stranger 
Foreign land dweller

But I belong

We are here

Tax paying civilian 
Working just as hard as the next person
But this time… 

We will not conform

I will not shuck and jive
For your entertainment 
I will not be him
Or her
Or them
I will simply be…


And I will not be Christian for the sake of religion
I will not be Catholic for the sake of family 
I will not put on a show so you can consume yourself into pious debt
Because quite frankly I’d rather simply be defined more by Jesus
than I am doctrine

I’m also frustrated
I am frustrated by you
The place where foreigners
Immigrant land dwellers
are supposed to feel at home
The down and out
Gender abused students 
The inebriated vagrant 
The scientific scholar

See, I grabbed a book off the shelf yesterday
The jacket sleeve went mysteriously missing
Like my identity every time I go home
So I had no idea what the book was about
But for some reason I could tell that it was strong by its spine
Because it had one

Unlike you
At least, I could read the book for what it is
So when the pages flip me off to the next chapter, I’m more intrigued than I am mad

It’s surprise endings are honest
It’s inciting incident actually points in the direction of hope
And it’s central characters are fodder for genuine growth

But the Tourette’s that you call political correctness is way out of control
You self medicate on a worldview with an agenda to silence my voice
And your idea of free speech was resold at the 99 Cents Store
Even though there was a sticker clearly stating it wasn’t to be used for resell


I am more than a type casted movie character 
I am an IT Technician
Asian American Studies professor
But I am also Muslim
I am gardener
Day worker
Office assistant
I am police officer
Fire fighter
Postal worker
I am barista
Epic hipster beard and all
I am teacher
I am Senator
I am Entrepreneur 
I am Linecook
I am Homemaker 
I am president 

I am here
I am home
And we 
We are here to stay